remix she

she takes

these rules-of-road
these mandates federales
these ideas of fairness and fears
she licks them 

speechless

swallows
the music the man

the mainstream
swallows

the age-of-fad line

the cess 

poolz

she carries 

the asses
makes u 

her bitch she 

can liquefy 

the earth 

ignited she fumes
she sucks all the fumes

black with blood
she unassumes

and 

somehow

opening up 

through cold rain of
insect-stung steel

crossing

the many states 

america

kid eyes full 

moon

sending steam

beneath shower head flowers

behind ribbons of rainbow
summer hydrant
waters

somehow

like no one like

no one she 

loves 

#katyamills

city kids

an inside job turned out
a city kid gripped 
with doubt. the infinite details
the mind runs through

some barren fields
smokers heavy in their chains
anti-drug campaigns

DONT WALK        -      run!

she took your hand

in the street you 

knew you were 

loved

#katyamills

suck free

on the street the other day
a kid told me

people suck

i wanted to yet i

could not deny that they do

 

what if we all sucked up to 50% of the time 

on average? could we still have faith? 

 

we could dream of being 

suck free some 

day

kid (intoxicated)

the carpet fibers were springy
under the step you could
fall in them and sit there in
the middle of the
room

no one would make
a big deal you were
little enough everyone
had a smile

for you except maybe the
most checked out of them
thinking about divorce
wondering how much it
would cost

nobody knew you but you
were drunk some too loaded
off vodka and cranberry and
you knew nobody knew

you nobody knew
or you knew them too
the laughter felt loud all
inside you

wouldn't it be nice
if mom tucked you
in already? why don't you
wanna stay up with the lights
and smiles and candy red
carpet?

you know
they know you don't know
how it feels but you
do

nobody knew but you you
were. guessed you for happy go
lucky