dream state

where divining rods
find us
symbols define us

hard of seeing hearing understanding
it signs us

a snake
with patterned somewhat deceptive
hieroglyphic designs 

jaw unhinged

bolts forward 

to strike

#katyamills

what the hell

i didn't know

what the hell i 

was doing

i lacked insight

i lacked judgment

but i did what i did

and i did

what i could

and survived and

now i know

what the
hell

rebellion (internal)

there are energies like crickets set up to hum inside us when we are young, they speak to us of rebellion and work us into our circumstances. some are fueled by attitudes and opinions that over time got shaped into beliefs. others don't give a damn whether it's day or night, whether we are tired or hungry, broke or nicely compensated. they whip up a storm in us which is honestly so compelling, we cannot resist despite our better judgment. we live. we cannot help but live!