after the thaw

i had to bury her
after the thaw
that bad ass bitch
after it all
who came to exist
when i was in danger
now left me wounded
and raw
my shadow like
a stranger


all the unfeeling
revved up 2 distraught
voices carried
across the hall
they were mine they
were

#katyamills

from the heart out

she was in her twenties

existence a slow drip of unhappenstance 

when she surfaced from the midsection of an iceberg

the frozen contents of some formerly fluid 

collective subconscious 

experience

ready to travel the world

she began finally to thaw

from the heart out

#katyamills