Saturday, 25 February 2017

eyelids fallen like my guard - cut #3

I suffer headaches
Tension too thick to mention

You know. I know. We all know. 
I know we all know what is 
about to happen

sentiments left touching
 thin air

original
 firm
 comforting handshake
 they had

time trails into some 
second hand see ya
 later 

lead into some 
cold
   late
    lonely night pin cushion

 never to 
return


you, too, would have left it that way...
like i had to... 
let it go...

like i
did

you would have had me
 leave it like up and
    walk away would 
not you

before you
found and held
and loved the fuckin
hell out of 
me

mercilessly

to the expense
of my breath
of my lungs
pressing me
pressing in on me
pressing me out all whole again
in the end

goddam i miss you
goddam