Tuesday 6 March 2018

ptsd in me

years back
some awful stuff
i witnessed
i lived

i carry a diagnosis

a gang of sensations
still oppress me
from time to time

this inability to feel calm
for days on end. particularly around dreaded

i check the deadbolts
again and again
and still i cannot
feel safe

in my own home
in my own head. even
in the fellowship
of friends

despite the love
of family

i hope they go away
but if they do not
i can be thankful
i survived


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