'withdrawals'
felt like
ache
in bones
never
getting up
down
low low
deep
down
dirty
dead
fuck
the world
fuck
my life
whatever
withdrawals
were like
twisting
a turn
by a
wrench
so
tight
withdrawals
were like
so
fuckin' lost
in a spin
cycle
confusion
buzzing
voices
laughter anywhere
but here
put my
head
in at stove
to get
away
no home
no life
no future
euphoric recall
makes it worse
hell
those withdrawals
got so bad
i ain't
never
gonna
put
the
pen
down
again
-Katya, 2013
